I’ve been tagged with a meme twice today yesterday. I was originally going to post some hymns and newer songs that have odd refrains or phrases in them. During the process I got a bit depressed though and decided not to reply at all. Well, that has obviously changed, thanks to this post by Lingamish.
So I’m a bit disillusioned with the state of so-called “Praise & Worship” in church. Not my church in particular, but most of the churches I have ever attended. I rarely enter in to the presence of God through church music, or experience the emotional high of those around me, and generally don’t expect nor get much out of the experience.
Over the last couple of years I have steadily come to believe that it is okay for me to take pleasure in and glorify God through other music. Not the sort of songs that I don’t care for (see above) but those that I do enjoy. As my philosophy professor once quoted,
“Art for art’s sake.” So even if I don’t get in the groove on a Sunday morning, I still worship God in song as I sing along or passively listen to music every day of the week. I’ll close with lyrics that do move me; these coming from a band that I recently discovered and enjoy immensely, mewithoutYou:
Torches Together
Why burn poor and lonely?
Under a bowl or under a lampshade,
Or on the shelf beside the bed,
Where at night you lay turning like a door on its hinges.
First on your left side,
Then on your right side,
Then your left side again.Why burn poor and lonely?
Tell all the stones we’re gonna make a building.
We’ll be cut into shape and set into place.
Or if you’d rather be a window, I’ll gladly be the frame,
Reflecting any kind words, we’ll let in all their blame,
And ruin our reputation all the same.
So never mind our plan making, we’ll start living!
Anyway, aren’t you unbearably sad?
Then why burn so poor and lonely?We’ll be like torches!
We’ll be like torches!
We’ll be like torches! OH!!!
We’ll be torches together… TORCHES TOGETHER!
We’ll be like torches!
We’ll be like torches!
With whatever respect our tattered dignity demands.
Torches together, hand in hand.Why pluck one string?
What good is just one note?
Oh, one string sounds fine, I guess,
But we were once ‘one notes.’
We were lonely wheat, quietly ground into grain,
What light and momentary pain!
So why the safe distance, this curious look?
Why tear out single pages, when you can throw away the book?
Why pluck one string, when you can strum the guitar?Strum the guitar!
Strum the guitar!
Strum the guitar… with no beginning, with no end!
Take down the guitar, and strum the guitar!
Strum the guitar if you’re afraid!
And I’m afraid,
And everyone’s afraid,
And everyone knows it,
But we don’t have to be afraid anymore.You played the flute, but no one was dancing,
You sang a sad song, but none of us cried.
You played the flute, but no one was dancing,
And you sang a sad song, and none of us cried.
You played the flute, but no one was dancing,
You sang a sad song, but none of us cried.
You played the flute, but no one was dancing,
And you sang a sad song, you sang such a sad song.
May 17, 2008 at 3:13 am
Hmm yeah I have a similar experience: I actually really like (some) Christian music (ranging from Ginny Owens to Tourniquet) and find myself very moved by it – but I often find myself disengaged during the music at church. This isn’t always the case, but more often than not, I’m in a similar situation to that you’ve described: I kinda coast through the music time without much sense of engagement with God. It may have something to do with song-choice (I often don’t know the songs at the church that we’ve been attending for less than a year)… and as you’ve said, it’s not always a major problem… but sometimes I also have to tell myself to stop being hard-hearted and actually open up. Anyway, I think there are others who experience this too, and I’m glad to hear that you are enjoying engaging with God through music in other ways!
May 17, 2008 at 3:15 am
Interesting that you use the non-weird spelling of “weird”. Every time I have mentioned this meme I have had to remember that this word’s spelling is described by itself.
May 17, 2008 at 6:55 am
I love that mewithoutyou song. Aaron, the lead singer writes great lyrics. I think it’s the fact that he has a degree in English (I think he’s licensed to teach it in his state). Anyway…
May 17, 2008 at 7:13 am
Hey, I’ve heard that song somewhere before. And I’ve left such Lingamish influence too. Glad you played along. Always enjoy your posts, Nathan. And HB2U again, you MEd.
May 17, 2008 at 7:18 am
Peter,
I suppose this would be a good reason why you don’t start a new post at 2am.
May 17, 2008 at 7:46 am
I was going to do a mewithoutYou song for this meme too!
May 17, 2008 at 7:58 am
If you’ve not been tagged yet Bryan, you can consider this comment a tag if you want. Just make sure to spell it right, hehe.
May 17, 2008 at 12:48 pm
So I’m a bit disillusioned with the state of so-called “Praise & Worship” in church. Not my church in particular, but most of the churches I have ever attended. I rarely enter in to the presence of God through church music, or experience the emotional high of those around me, and generally don’t expect nor get much out of the experience.
I’m shocked. I’m shocked that someone else out there feels exactly as I do. I’ve never met anyone in person who feels the same way I do so I pretty much keep quiet about it. I worship God more when listening to a Mahler symphony than any other music.
Strangely, even though I used to be a semi-professional musician, I don’t enjoy singing at all. I’m extremely shy about it and it’s distracting for me. I’m also not very comfortable in large groups of people. I definitely worship God every day, I just don’t get into the praise and worship music in church or group Bible study.
When heaven comes around I’m confident these things will be different for us. I’m sure everybody will enjoy singing in heaven and the music will be spectacular.
Jeff
May 17, 2008 at 1:32 pm
I know we’re not alone, it is just not popular to voice one’s opinions if they are remotely critical. I can get emotional or have an encounter with God through prayer or while studying scripture; it is just rare that it happens during the musical times at church. It used to bother me quite a bit but not anymore. There is just so much more to life that glorifies God that I don’t need it specifically from church music.
May 18, 2008 at 6:23 am
Weak is the effort of my heart,
And cold my warmest thought;
But when I see Thee as Thou art,
I’ll praise Thee as I ought.
- John Newton